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After 10 years Loid left Italy and the life he had created there.
After 10 years Loid left Italy and the life he had created there.
Loid had overstayed his tourist visa for the last 4 years in Italy. Living as an illegal alien in a foreign country, under constant threat of deportation, distorted his reality. The paranoia he had experienced his whole life was now amplified and made real. The very real threat of loosing everything and never being able to return to Italy caused panic attacks and psychosis. All because gay marriage was not yet recognized by ether country.
Loid had overstayed his tourist visa for the last 4 years in Italy. Living as an illegal alien in a foreign country, under constant threat of deportation, distorted his reality. The paranoia he had experienced his whole life was now amplified and made real. The very real threat of loosing everything and never being able to return to Italy caused panic attacks and psychosis. All because gay marriage was not yet recognized by ether country.
Loid's return to Los Angeles in the Fall of 2009 was difficult and full of uncertainties. Miraculously Loid passed though customs and immigration both in Italy and USA without anyone noticing how many years he had been living illegally. Loid had taken anxiety medication for the first time to get on that train heading towards Rome and the airport. He must have taken too much because his memory is completely blank about the events at ether airport. He remembers waiting at the train station which is directly below The Skyscraper of Rimini in Italy and then he awoke in Los Angeles in a studio with a loft at Chris J's new house under constriction.
Loid's return to Los Angeles in the Fall of 2009 was difficult and full of uncertainties. Miraculously Loid passed though customs and immigration both in Italy and USA without anyone noticing how many years he had been living illegally. Loid had taken anxiety medication for the first time to get on that train heading towards Rome and the airport. He must have taken too much because his memory is completely blank about the events at ether airport. He remembers waiting at the train station which is directly below The Skyscraper of Rimini in Italy and then he awoke in Los Angeles in a studio with a loft at Chris J's new house under constriction.
Loid was in a state of complete psychosis the first few months after arriving in Los Angeles. Chris J found a psychologist that Loid began seeing regularly for that first year he was back in the USA. Loid tried so hard to fix that part of him that was broken, paranoid and delusional. He had only one goal and desire... to return to his home in Italy, to his cat and all of his friends.
Loid was in a state of complete psychosis the first few months after arriving in Los Angeles. Chris J found a psychologist that Loid began seeing regularly for that first year he was back in the USA. Loid tried so hard to fix that part of him that was broken, paranoid and delusional. He had only one goal and desire... to return to his home in Italy, to his cat and all of his friends.
The year before, Democrat Barack Obama was elected president of the USA and there was already news and rumors that legalizing gay marriage was finally a real possibility. Loid hoped that this would happen soon enough to fix his problem of illegal immigration. A problem that had haunted him since his boyfriend from Argentina was deported in the early 90s and since living as an illegal alien in Italy himself.
The year before, Democrat Barack Obama was elected president of the USA and there was already news and rumors that legalizing gay marriage was finally a real possibility. Loid hoped that this would happen soon enough to fix his problem of illegal immigration. A problem that had haunted him since his boyfriend from Argentina was deported in the early 90s and since living as an illegal alien in Italy himself.
Over the course of that first year back in L.A. (2009-2010) the Italian came to see Loid 3 times. However the Italian did not make those trips to Los Angeles to make a choice about the future of their relationship. The Italian kept coming back to see Loid just to confirm and understand the choice he had already made.
Over the course of that first year back in L.A. (2009-2010) the Italian came to see Loid 3 times. However the Italian did not make those trips to Los Angeles to make a choice about the future of their relationship. The Italian kept coming back to see Loid just to confirm and understand the choice he had already made.
California
California
2009 - 2010
2009 - 2010
Home will always be so far away
Reseda, CA2009
Loid's studio at his oldest friend's home
Reseda, CA2009
Loid's Studio
Reseda, CA2009
The Technological Singularity with words by Terence McKenna projected on the wall of Loid's studio
Reseda, CA2009
Chris J in his garden in Reseda
Reseda, CA2010
Loid's Italian boyfriend facing Hannibal Lector
Hollywood, CA2010
Chris J with hobo Lee
Reseda, CA2010
The Italian and Agent Jacobin the Pope room at Bucca di Beppo
Santa Monica, California2010
Loid's Italian Psychologist with Lilies
Reseda, CA2010
Portrait of one of Loid's Agent roommates
Reseda, CA2010
Portrait of one Loid's Agent roommatse making a Mandala
Reseda, CA2010
Loid on the floor of his studio with some of his first Glow in the Dark Paintings and Laser Stars Hologram Projector
Reseda, CA2010
Agent Stephanie at her piano recital
Northridge, CA2010
Portrait of Loid's first American psychologist
Reseda, CA2010
Loid's adopted stray cat Pause sleeping on the futon that reminded him of his Gustav Klimt inspired office desk back in Italy
Reseda, CA2010
What was the significance of Gio's Dead Donkey costume brought from Italy?
West Hollywood, CA2010
Pause & Loid
Reseda, CA2010
Desert between California & Arizona2010
I LOVE LUCY in the Desert
Desert between California & Arizona2010
Stone Circle in Runyon Canyon
Los Angeles, CA201010 years later revisiting the house that Loid, Chris J and Agent Tom built at the turn of the millennium.
10 years later revisiting the house that Loid, Chris J and Agent Tom built at the turn of the millennium.
The "Franky Lloyd was Right" house, built over a waterfall, was a dream home. Building a home is something everyone should do in their lifetime.
The "Franky Lloyd was Right" house, built over a waterfall, was a dream home. Building a home is something everyone should do in their lifetime.
The dream did not last long. Within a couple years the Italian Experience began as a way to escape the Topanga Canyon Experience that was ending in a confusion of hurt feelings and broken friendships.
The dream did not last long. Within a couple years the Italian Experience began as a way to escape the Topanga Canyon Experience that was ending in a confusion of hurt feelings and broken friendships.
Waterfalls symbolize the process of letting go, the process of cleansing and the continuous flow of energy and life.
Waterfalls symbolize the process of letting go, the process of cleansing and the continuous flow of energy and life.
Topanga Canyon, California
2010
Topanga Canyon, California 2010
Topanga Canyon, California 2010
Topanga Canyon, California 2010
San Pedro Cactus Flower
Topanga Canyon, California 2010
Topanga Canyon, California 2010
We Built a Home Over a Waterfall in a Forest
Topanga Canyon, California1998Some Things Are Not Meant To Be
Some Things Are Not Meant To Be
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